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| new site....at least till i get over this "mile stone" in my life......yea...so heres the site: www.xanga.com/pinknails_andDestiny yea, it has a story behind it....o well lovz-celia | | |
| O my Fucking God!!!!! its AMAZING!!!! i have found (more like he found me) a WONDERFUL guy!!! ryan!! lol...he is SO.....wow!! i was walkin round the block and passed him a few times, just smile ya kno? well like the 3rd time he turned and followed me, he followed me around the block twice!! at then end of the 2nd time round i turned to go down m street, he sed somethng but i couldnt hear him, so he was like come here and i'll tell u. i laughed and just went to my house, where i waited. he followed me down, and went bak ^ my street, saw his friend sed hey and came bak down. as he passed my house i sed "feel like saying somethng i can actually hear?" (i sed it jokingly....) he laughed and sed "i just wanted to kno ur name.." so i told him, name, school, age. asked him the same and we talked a lil....then danielle showed ^ and i was like, "yea i betta go, i'll see u 2moro?" so he sed YEA!! hallalujah i cant wait!!!!! sigh....he was DAMN SEXY FINE!!! too!!! goes to smyrna high (hes fifteen) he knows the victories and them but thas ok.....he plays baseball.....and did i mention hes DAMN SEXY FINE!!!! lol....wow....i have GOT to see him 2moro. hes grounded so he just walks around doin nothin.... ......i have to see him 2moro.....i WILL....well betta go, mom sed i havta go to be "early" or i'll get in MUCHO trouble!! well, wish me luck that i see and talk to him 2moro!!! lovz-celia | | |
| OMG!1 its like....de ja vu (how eva thas spelled or whuteva....) last september soccer season ended, i started running more, my knee turned out screwed......remember that drama??? i do, vividly. and i went to Dr. El (aka dr. elrod) and he tried all that shit and i needed surgery and all that?? REMEMBER?? well damn whut ya kno? i end my soccer season (yea yea early i kno) i start running almost every day, 1-3 miles....well my knee has started feeling EXACTLY like it did wen my problems first started last time........it betta not be the same thng, it betta just be sore or somethng, i CANT go through ALL that AGAIN!!!! i thnk i'm gonna cry.........i go see Dr. El 2moro...maybe he can help me out?? o well terra nova 2moro........thas ok, less work.......o well screw it all-celia | | |
| its a sad day wen the gurl who always smiles on the outside and always cries on the inside starts to scream inside and out. its not the same....ya kno? the "emptiness" i feel, yea its not the same as it was b4....its chnged.....like "its so close but so far out of reach"-tom petty.........and its happiness. lol....happiness.....its not there....its not here.....it's time for me to make chnges.....make chnges to who i am, how i am, and who i kno....i NEED to meet him...end of story.....if i meet him he will turn out to be an ass and i'll hate the guy and i'll be happy! so i just NEED to meet him.....i need to meet him and that way he won't have the power to mess with me and make my paper heart bleed.....lol.....i am gonna chnge me into who i want to be and i'm gonna meet the perfect guy and prove to myself hes not so perfect after all.....and i'll live happily ever after...until the nxt problem...lol lovz-celia | | |
| My Paper Heart Lyrics: Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things that make you run away
Catch you if I can
Tears fall down your face
The taste is something new
Something that I know
Moving on is easiest when I am around you
So bottle up old love
And throw it out to sea
Watch it away as you cry
A year has past
The seasons go
Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things that make you run away
Catch you if I can
Waiting, day to day it goes through
My lips are sealed for her
My tongue is
Tied to a dream of being with you
To settle for less is not what I prefer
So bottle up old love
And throw it out to sea
Watch it away as you cry
A year has past
The seasons go
Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things that make you run away
Catch you if I can
Summer time, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down, and so do I to the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me
reminds me or how i feel sometimes...in a weird twisted way
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